I’m tired of thinking and over-thinking. I’m tired of worrying, stressing, and nitpicking every little detail in every thought, situation, idea. It only leads me to more questions, which are answered by more questions, leading to more questions…It never gets me anywhere and I’m left in the same position I was in the beginning. I need at least some time to give myself a break because it’s tiring.
I’m tired of feeling discouraged, scared, and insecure. This is a new year. I need to break this habit of mine. From now on, I’m just going to go with the flow. If there’s a problem, I’m going to work on it. If there’s a goal, I’ll try to reach it. I’m just focusing on the here and now because that’s all I have to work with. It’s all I know.
I’m 21. It’s time for some growth.
You’re hot.
P.S. YOU GOT MAD AT ME WHEN I SAID YOU HAD LOW-SELF ESTEEM BUT INSECURITY IS CORRELATED WITH LOW SELF-ESTEEM SO AREN’T YOU SAYING WHAT YOU TOLD ME NOT TO SAY?
