Dear Mama (no this is not a Tupac song),

I wish you were here right now.  Our family needs you.  And I’ve forgotten what it was like to feel really loved by a family member. 

P.S. I’m sorry I’m bisexual.  I hope you’re not too disappointed in me.

  I love you and miss you a lot.  I hope you’re happy with your sisters in Heaven.

Dear Calvin,

Please take care of your baby sibling in Heave.  Please take care of your mommy and daddy from Heaven.  They love you more than you can measure.  I wish I could have met you and carried you.  I love you.

Dear Audri,

There are so many people here whose place you deserve more.  You inspired me to be a better and more honest student.  You are loved a lot down here.  We miss you.  I hope you’re glad that we visited you on Saturday.  I’m sorry it’s been so long.  Don’t think you’ve been forgotten, because you have not.  I really, really wish you were still here.  I wish I could find out what kind of person you would have become.  If you can see, many of our friends have become something they never thought they would.  But I think you’d see that I’ve become better.  And I’m sure you’d be pulling those straight A’s again.  Sometimes I still can’t believe what happened.  Sometimes I wonder if it was all real.  I really wish you would have talked to someone.  But I guess I understand your intentions, because that almost seems like something I would do if I were in the same situation.  You were the kind of person I admired.  If you remember, I listed you as one of my heroes on MySpace.  That stands true, today.  I hope your family is doing well.  I hope you’re doing well, too.  Thank you for being a wonderful friend.  APUSH wouldn’t have been the same without you. 

P.S. You’re a hamster.  *pokes cheek* XD